Remorse and agony engulfed me a lot
Wondering if i can cope with the new adventure here in intec
To share what i feel right now is better than keeping in my heart
I'm getting inactive and low self-esteem in attempting to participate in any activities
Fear enveloped me when my name is called
I can't put aside my panic and be bold in every moments of my life
Since i was young enough, shyness and timid best describe me as my confidence towards me and others is below the standard and down the drain
I do always care what others ponder over and comment on certain things on my personality
Am i thinking too much??
When i answered wrongly to somebody, i will try my best to correct myself, correct everything
I know this is a good remark
However, my confidence is still unacceptable for anyone in this tertiary education
Few weeks in intec, i feel ok and all right since i can ultimately mingle with others
Now, ailment rears its ugly head again as i'm catching a common flu.
Running nose, fever and sorethroat...
I feel lost juz because i simply can't answer a simple question from my IELTS teacher
Rejuvenate myself, revamp my personality will certainly resist everything
I long for the huge confidence
I long for bravery
I long for changes in me
I long for eveything now!!
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